I am so overwhelmed with packing right now. Clearing everything I have in my apartment is a very daunting task. On one hand I'm surprised at the amount of stuff I have, yet on the other hand I am completely aware of how all of it got here. Maybe I should have been a little more organized during the year, throwing away unnecessary things as soon as I realise that I don't need them anymore.
I think I'm about halfway done with the packing. My room looks a mess with bags and boxes everywhere and staying organized is hard. Every time I move from one part of the room to another I think of something else that needs to be done and end up going back and forth. The Davis heat isn't helping either. I just hope I remember where things are when it comes to unpacking. I also have to keep in mind that some things won't need to be opened for a whole year. It would be lot easier If I knew that I was just moving from one part of Davis to another. Then I know I would just have to open everything again and organization would not matter as much. But now, I have think about stuff that I want to take with me to Scotland. With that in mind, I'm not really doing a very good job of organizing my stuff.
Oh, and if you're wondering if I feel any different about Scotland, I've been so submerged in this wave of packing that I really haven't had time to feel anything. I thought about it a little bit after my final on Thursday, and I needed a little time to digest the fact that I will not be taking classes at UC Davis for a year. Other than that, I feel the same, like nothing out of the ordinary is going to happen. At all.