I dont feel it yet...

Since the site is up, I figure I might as well post something on here.  I don't feel like writing much, because it all still feels so far away. I have a little over a month before I leave. Yes, a whole month, and a few days. And while you might think that that is rather close, I don't feel it yet.

It's like I'm waiting for something big to happen before I actually accept the fact that I'm going. My flight's already booked. For a while I felt like that would be the thing that would make it all real to me. Maybe it's because I'm not done with summer school. Well, summer school ends on Thursday, so I'll let you know if I feel anything then. And if I still don't, maybe it will hit me when I'm packing. Or maybe it just never will.

In the meantime, I'm just going to keep living my life normally; like nothing out of the ordinary is going to happen. At all.